Weight sucks..

I hate my weight.

I have been trying so hard to get the motivation  the work out lately

but it is simply NOT WORKING.

I plan out my meals and my time to spend at the gym but I cannot seem to get myself there. 

I wish there was an easier way to help myself feel more confident about myself.

I wish I could be one of those people who hardly has to do anything.

I wish I could just feel good about the weight I am right now. 

But I'm not.
There's no two ways about it. 

I have to put in the time and effort in order to achieve my goals. 

I have to give it my all and work really hard to feel the confidence I desire. 

It won't be easy but I just have to do it!
Even though I have a boyfriend who loves me exactly how I look, I want to be 

healthy.

My brother is getting married in October and I will without a doubt be in quite a few pictures and I want to look back at those pictures and not hate what I see. 

It is time to stop dilly-dallying and just get down to it! 

Anyone with any suggestions on how to get myself motivated, 

HELP!